Today Was THE Day

Well, the day I have been waiting for for a while has come and (almost) gone! I closed on my first house today. How exciting! Now I just have five more days until I actually get it...it's soo close!

Many other great things happened today, so I'm going to list them here:

-My daily calendar (which provides insightful & witty quotes from the Universe everyday) said:

"It's not as if the currents of life

must be studied, examined, charted, explained, plied,

or channeled inorder to be effortlessly ridden upon.

Besides, you'd get soaked.

Let it be easy. You already know

what you need to know, to have it all"

The Universe

This really spoke to me because I'm always trying to figure everything out. It was a reminder that I don't HAVE to learn everything in order to live a blissful life.

Next on the list:

-I got a washer & dryer for the new house. I am beyond excited about this.

-Purchased 3 books, that I know will be GREAT. They are:

Practicing the Power of Now (a supplement to the awesome extended Power of Now by Eckart Tolle)

The Subtle Energy Body: The Complete Guide by Maureen Lockhart, Ph D.

...And the Truth Shall Set You Free by David Icke

I have already started reading the 3rd one listed. Holy Moses! This is right up my alley. It is basically explaining everything I have been reading up on: spirituality, energy and how it is related to the physical body, the Global Elite, and the solution to this issue. Be expecting some of what I learn to be shared here.

There is a little life-situation update for y'all. I hope this finds you in a happy place in yours.

Peace.

When Insiders Expose the Dark Side of the Entertainment Industry - pt. 2

Now I Know...

Recently, I've wondered why we have all of the crazy chemicals and processed foods. Why do we need all of that when we are provided with sufficient food by the earth--fruits, veggies, whole grains, etc? One might argue that they taste better. Ok, I can see that. But why were such harmful things (MSG, aspartame, high fructose corn syrup, etc) introduced into our diet?

Well, last week I came across a blog called Vigilant Citizen. Today, as I was catching up on all of my online reading, I came across this article. It answers a lot of my questions. It is hard to swallow--how could there be such terrible people out there?

Anyway, just wanted to share with whoever is reading :)

Truth

Over the past year or two, I have really been searching for the Truth. Truth about God, the world, the universe, and beyond. Of course, no one really knows why we are all here but we can make some pretty good guesses. One of the biggest questions of my life is "why can't we all just get along?!"

I have never understood why there is so much hate in the world. I don't understand how we have the capability to develop technology to use limited resources as fuel but we "can't" find a way to use water as fuel. I don't understand why someone would want to kidnap another's child.

Well, that post about Lady Gaga the other day? I think that there is a lot more to it. It is hard to read about it. I'm talking about the Illuminati now. I have just found the tip of the iceberg. I feel like they are the source of all of our problems. They are looked upon as satanic. Click that link for a ton more information. There is so much: from our cell phone towers, to the ingredients in our food (namely MSG & aspartame), to mainstream media, to September 11, to the pharmaceutical companies, and the list goes on...

Right now I feel as if it is my duty to bring awareness to this demented subject. This is not me just being a conspiracist, or having some crazy off-the-wall thoughts. This is real. You can't deny the evidence once you have seen some of it...the main place where I'm getting most of my information is educate-yourself.org. But once you have discovered this topic, you will soon find it everywhere

It is important to be in the proper mindset when reading all of this information. It can easily depress you because at first it seems that you have absolutely NO control over what is happening in our world, our society, and on our lovely planet. BUT, the truth is we do have control-at least a little bit. Our power is in awareness. The more people that know about it, that are aware of it, the greater chance we have of putting a stop to it. Of course, we will get no where without God. We must listen to that little voice, that whisper, and use it as our guide. That, my friends, is God speaking through you. I say through because God, the Spirit, dwells within us. He is not some man in the sky, therefore he cannot speak to us. We have been led to believe that because that's what they want us to believe.

I feel as though all of this (me becoming aware of the Illuminati & everything it entails) is an answer. Or at least the beginning of an answer to all of my thoughts, wishes, and prayers to find some sort of answer to better help me understand the world and humanity.

After all, the Daily Word is answered prayer.

(I could keep writing for days but I suppose I will save some of my thoughts and new information for future posts. If you think I'm crazy now or if you want to know more don't hesitate to look around on the internet. Like I said, educate-yourself.org is a great place to start.)

Inspired

I feel inspired. I just finished watching Masterclass: Oprah Winfrey. Her view on life and our purpose here really rings true to me. She inspires me to find my purpose in life. I wish I knew because it would make my life a lot easier. I'm ready to start fulfilling my purpose!! I want to make a difference in this world, I don't have time for depressed, low days anymore. It feels great to actually want to get out there and do something! To feel like what I have to contribute will make a difference.

Take this as a vow to myself for no more 'low' days.

Also, I kind of want to get a tattoo of a meaningful word, phrase, symbol, saying, verse, etc. I feel like I think about this at least two or three times a day. I can't just pick out one though. I suppose I'm not ready yet, I will know the word when I see it :)

Life Situation Update

Days left until:

-we close on the house 4

-we get the house 8

I'm excited! I've already started packing up. Yes, I'm pretty sure this is the first time I have actually done something ahead of time in a while. I've really been dragged down by the procrastination bug these past couple years. I was so good in high school!! I suppose the fact that I lived with my parents had something to do with that, they are pretty on top of things.

We meet the contractor at the house tomorrow morning to get an estimate about what it's going to take to get our wants/needs completed. Looking forward to that! We are also picking out paint, carpet, and a kitchen sink & faucet. Super excited!! We picked out most of our furniture last week, but I think I've changed my mind on a couple of pieces, so we will probably be making a trip back to Furniture Row as well. Things are starting to pick up as far as home stuff goes...I suppose studying will take the back burner for a while. Then, I'm going to have to hit the books hard. Woo hoo!! I just don't feel like getting a CPA will help me make a difference in the world...I suppose it's all in the plan though.

Apologies for the ramblings. I hope y'all have a fantastic, sunny, and awesome week!

Peace. Love. Harmony.

Holy Hell

I just came across this article and my heart is racing. I LOVE Lady Gaga. I think she sends out a great message: Love yourself.

I've been reading about a certain subject this past week. I don't really recollect how I became aware of it but I've been reading on it because it is such an insane, yet very realistic suspicion. I'm talking about the Illuminati. Don't know what I'm talking about? I'd don't really either, but I'm going to learn more about it. I've seen all the symbols, but never really thought anything of it. Now I'm super curious. (As I write this, I feel like the government is going to close my blog or something crazy like that!) It talks about mind control (I must learn more about this..!)

Anyway, here is the article.

(let me know your thoughts)

It speaks of how Lady G could be a puppet for the Illuminati.

Needless to say, I'm kind of sad to find this out about one of my favorite musicians. But should it? Make me sad, that is. I will have to find out more about all of this...

Do you know anything? Let me know in the comments!

A Sense of Peace

After reading a disturbing article last night, I asked the person who shared it with me how they keep from getting depressed when they learn about such awful things. He said that when you are uncovering negative truths to people you must either provide them with a solution/answer or remind them that our power is in awareness.

This resonated well with me. As I learn about all of these new things, I want to share them with people. More often than not, the person I'm sharing with could care less. I feel like people don't understand me and think I'm crazy for caring about such big picture and worldly things. They don't get why I'm all about love, energy, awareness, consciousness, meditation, etc.

Well...I came across a video, actually a number of videos, today that I could identify with. It is called Awareness. Watched it if you feel called to do so. Watch it even if you don't...it has some good insight into what is happening out there.

One of the other videos I watched, 2012: The Revolution Has Begun, gives me a great sense of relief. It's almost as if a prayer has been answered. I have been provided somewhat of an answer to what rattles through my head all the days long. It also, along with the previous video, allows me to realize that I'm not the only one with all of these 'crazy' thoughts. I feel like I'm part of something much larger.

Also, I found a neat video that explains how meditation works. I found it really interesting because I like to know the 'why' of things. It visually depicts the explanations and it makes a lot of sense to a right-brainer like me. Ask me if you want the link to that one.

Just wanted to share these videos with y'all (is there anyone out there?!). Let me know in the comments (or a message, if you like) what you think about 'em.

What Are We Suppose to Believe?

I'm clearly not a good blogger. It's been almost a month since my last post. I guess this is just a place for me to vent when I feel I have no other options at the moment. So, that's just what I'm going to do. Vent.

Lately, I've been watching a lot of documentaries because I just don't get enjoyment from watching 'regular' TV. I like watching things that will stimulate my thoughts...which isn't always a good thing.

I already wrote about what I saw in The Beautiful Truth (I think I did anyway...) which was about the 'food' that we eat. I learned (although, I already knew this to some extent) that we are largely deceived by the medical profession and the health care we receive. If only we could focus on preventative medicine...which I think we are slowly headed that way :)

Another documentary that I watched is called Loose Change. It focuses on the events of September 11, 2001. What I have concluded from it is that America, and the rest of the world, was and is still being deceived by our government. It is hugely possible that the government was behind the events that unfolded on that dreadful day. The evidence is there. It sickens me...gives me knots in my stomach.

Where are we suppose to turn when the 'best' government in the world is deceiving its citizens?! I feel like our freedom is disappearing slowly day by day. We must do something, now, in order to prevent this from going any farther. I just don't know what.

In another one called The Conspiracy to Rule the World it, again, focuses a lot on 9/11 (how the evidence points to government involvement), a group called Common Purpose that originated in the UK, and the United States amazing feat of putting a man on the moon. You know what I think about 9/11 already. But this Common Purpose thing? I've never heard of it. Apparently, it's a group that selectively admits and denies membership with objectives of transforming society. Initially, this sounds great to me. I'm always down for a transformation of society. As long as it's a beneficial change. But after learning more, Common Purpose is dangerous. For more information you should go to this website: www.stopcp.com

It is relatively complex and I don't feel like going into too much detail right now...frankly because I don't know that much about it.

And, about landing on the moon. They showed numerous pictures and videos and proved how each one was filmed on Earth rather than the moon. There was proof of gravity, for one, and light sources (such as those used in a photography studio). There were so many inconsistencies...and to think that the general public believed it. I have heard that we didn't actually make it to the moon when the government said we did, but I never paid much attention because I wasn't alive then. But after looking at the photos more in depth, it's undeniable.

What are we supposed to make of all of this? Right now, I feel like we know nothing about the truth...what are we suppose to believe?